Villanelle for Ishmael

Laura Sackton

You come splashing through the waves: a young, flamboyant sail.
In love & can’t shut up about it. Comically, canonically queer.
Your language spills and bubbles. Maybe you were born to be a whale.

Your voice is like a ghost of mine, too raw and rough to veil:
The spermaceti! The calving grounds! The muscled men! The oiled spear!
You come splashing! Through the waves! Young! Flamboyant! Sail!

Your wanting words are wild and move too much like a gale—
that’s what the bastards told me, too. They’re truly the most trying kind of drear.
But your language spills and bubbles. You were born to be a whale.

Everywhere I go, your gay & laughing mouth appears. Like a motif in a folktale,
you’re a small ferocious prayer: Let our earnestness not become the thing we fear
through all the splashing and the waves. You, a young, flamboyant sail,

and me, a yearning stream. We both live at an unreasonable scale
for any time, in any ocean. Ishmael, with all your weighty flaws, I hold you dear,
your language, spills, & bubbles. You and I have both borne whales,

and I wish you’d listened when one tried to tell you: You don’t have to impale
the worlds you love to hold them. There are other ways to sing clear.
So come, splash through the waves, young & flamboyant. Sail
your language. Spill and bubble. You were born to be a whale.


Laura Sackton (she/her )is a queer poet who lives and writes in rural Massachusetts. Her work has appeared or is forthcoming in West Branch, Terrain.org, Tampa Review, and elsewhere. She's known around the internet as an evangelist for earnestness.


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